Do what exactly? I do everything I am fucking supposed to. I train, I study, I fucking behave, I do my chores, I keep my room clean, I've never hurt anybody, I pick up my dog's shit...but no matter how hard I work or try, he won't let me go. Worse, he makes sure to give me only the most unsympathetic and incompetent of Wardens, so that I have to do the work of graduation all on my own.

The only thing that would make me feel better would be breaking free of this fucking shithole. Going somewhere where people aren't crazy and won't fail me all the goddamn time. The only thing I can do that I'm not doing is trying to escape.